it turns out i dont really do empathy. i think i do, and i can understand what things are like for other people, but i dont really feel what they're feeling. though, this is probably because i never feel what i'm feeling. this annoys me! i recently realised i say i'm not hurt by something because i don't want to be hurt by it, not because i'm actually not hurt by it. this prevents any attempts to change it.
so im going to try and start feeling things better and just go with.
today i tried this with my boss, who decided that we cant hire two people, only one. this was as i was about to ask to hire three people, not two. and the reasons given dont make any sense. it was because "we didn't hire them before the end of the month"
it's not the end of the month and we were literally about to offer two people jobs tomorrow.
this was frustrating. i want good people in place! even though i'm leaving lol. so i shouldnt get frustrated because i am leaving, but i just went with it anyway. it makes sense because its yet another thing my boss is duplicitous about. but it doesn't need to be frustrating because i know what they're like and i just gotta do what i can to actually hire three people. we'll see how that goes!
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